Got awhile to wonder...

Have you ever woke up and felt like the day just didnt feel right? I spent 30 minutes trying to find something to wear....I never do that. I just had an unsetted feeling and nothing looked or felt right. Then Richie told me about 730 am that my phone was ringing...it was my boss. Weird. She never calls before 8 unless it's important. She texted me and said we had a mandatory conference call today. I told myself it could only be good news...everything seemed to be going so good! Inside somewhere that unsettled felling crept up. When I called her back I realized why...we are going to have a layoff in mid-June. My heart raced and then sank. I am scared, yet trying to remain positive. I am nervous about the future. But I tell myself God has a plan no matter what...I have to believe it. But the next month is going to be so hard not knowing for sure if my job is in jeopardy. Please just pray, not only for me, but for everyone else I work with. I hate to think that people close to me could lose their jobs. It's so hard to process. My heart is heavy, my mind is so preoccupied....but I have to remain strong in my faith, in my beliefs.